hey hey hey.

a couple of daes did not update liao.

let mi recall wat i had done these few daes.

Tuesday, August 29, 2006

did a last minute packing of my stuffs for my chalet.

go off ard 1300.

den reached downtown ard 1400++.

met ai ren.

our chalet was at blk k 2006.

yup.

den was slacking.

playing cards.

den di reached ard 1700 ba.

cant rmb le.

den was waiting for those guys to reached to haf dinner.

no bbq for the first night.

den had dinner at one of the malay stall there.

den aft dinner di and mi went swimming.

we went ard 2000 ba.

haa.

swim.

talk.

den got up ard 2100++.

i was damn cold liao.

lol.

went back.

had a shower.

seems like nth to do lor.

the guys was like playing ps2.

bak brought.

den i played di's psp.

was playing the sims2.

coz the onli game.

haha.

den oso played cards.

Wednesday, Auguest 30, 2006

den ard 0200.

philip and bak drove us out for supper.

coz some of the guys hungry.

i went wif them for a drink lor.

we went changi.

saw some 'ducks'

LOL!!

den we went OCH.

old changi hospital.

wooo~

philip drove us up.

his car got mi, di, zhao and edwin.

bak's car did not went up.

dunno y.

haa.

we went up.

the atmosphere was eriee lor.

but we did not came down of his car when we reached the hospital.

haha.

den u-turn go down.

imagine.

going up its already eriee.

wat will we feel if we all came down?

wahaha!

den went back to chalet.

the guys continue their ps2.

they played soccer.

so i watch them playing lor.

di was playing her psp.

i lydat stone and slack for hrs.

haha.

ton 1 whole night.

den ard 0700.

we all went for breakfast.

den ard 0830.

those who are suppose to go back sch for attachment briefing.

we went.

ya of coz.

philip and bak drove us lah.

we reached ard 0900.

we are damn early lor.

we all sit at canteen.

drank a coffee.

den was like stoning liao.

coz most of us did not slp.

haha.

den finally 1000 liao.

went for the briefing.

wait and wait.

talk and talk.

made mi feel more sleepy.

-_-

den FINALLY can get or attachment letter liao.

and finally its my turn liao.

it saw.

im attached to changi.

wth.

the address:

17 changi business park central 1.

wat a wooloo address.

argh!!

company name:

honeywell pte ltd.

a company which make honey?

lol.

=D

haiya.

sad lah.

attached there.

sian.

i onli noe sheng fa same company wif mi.

ya.

at least got someone i noe lah.

sad is sad lah.

wat to do.

its the fact liao.

cant change for sure.

some others can sae is worst den mi lah.

so.

dun think so much.

den philip drove us back to chalet.

reallie dun wana think so much le.

juz making mi more headache.

so mi, di and dan changed and went wild wild wet!!!

haha.

but lousy weather.

we step in.

juz go into the pool.

start to rain liao.

-_-

we got up.

went kfc had a drink and waited for the rain to stop.

but it seems like it wun stop.

den it was drizzling.

we continue playing.

den we played everything.

except the samsung.

which we dun dare to try.

=x

and the cycle thingy.

coz it look bo liao.

lol.

yup.

we enjoyed.

the most impt thing is.

i enjoy myself can le.

=)

den we went back to chalet.

shower.

nth for us to do liao.

went out to downtown to buy some stuffs.

cant start bbq coz it was still raining like nobodys business.

sian.

sine nth to do.

cant start the bbq.

and i think im tired le.

i took a nap.

den ard 2000.

philip they all went to buy some more bbq stuffs.

den they came back ard 2100.

den start the bbq.

haa.

late ah.

so start bbq le lor.

eat.

drink.

talk.

crap.

laugh.

was damn full.

Thursday, August 31, 2006

when i look at the time again.

its already 0100++

fast ah.

haa.

ya.

the guys was playing ps2.

again!

haha.

den mi and di went downtown walk 1 round.

coz she wana check for pay.

den we came back to chalet.

ard 0200++ if im not wrong.

the guys was packing and sae wana go back le.

our 2 drivers wana go back.

ok lor.

since got car tong pang us home.

so we oso went went home lor.

onli left wif ai ren and johan there to stay till morning to check out.

mi and di took bak's car coz philip car was going sambawang there de.

den reached home ard 0300++.

unpacked my stuffs.

den slp ard 0400.

chalet over le.

seriously i reallie dunno when i can meet up those who doing fyp first.

like ai ren and di.

kinda sad lor.

ya.

will miss them for sure.

and oso dunno will i be bullied when i do my attachment and stuffs lor.

and as for the chalet.

i do enjoyed myself.

i dun mind how much i had spent.

as long as i enjoyed myself.

moreover.

i dun spent this way often.

so to mi.

money is not a problem to mi when im enjoying.

ppl may think.

wah spent so much for juz a chalet.

but to mi.

im ok wif it.

hmm.

so hope my friends who doing attachment all the best.

do it well and dun get bullied by others.

and for those who doing project.

all the best to u too.

do ur project well too!

hopefully can meet up somedae somehow in the future k?

=)

hmm ya.

as for the photots for chalet.

haven upload yet.

coz oso nth much for mi to update.

nobody wana take photos.

so wait till i haf the mood to upload ah.

lol.

Thursday, August 31, 2006

woke up LATE!!!

haa.

supose to meet june at bartley at 1100.

but ended up we met at 1130.

to go back bartley!!

yup.

teachers' dae!!!

saw alot of teachers.

the most unforgetable ones were mrs chou.

same.

still forget my name.

AGAIN!!!

yes june!!!

she still rmb i sit at the back wif a grp of ger.

i suppose is iris, shan and lu ba.

talking all the while.

in chinese.

she sae was was angry.

LOL!!!

den recess was the first to chiong out.

omg!

am i tat bad during those daes?

=x

haa.

yes seriously.

i reallie do miss sec sch life badly.

june..

i oso wish can go back those daes.

wearing uniform.

hais.

I MISS THOSE DAES!!

hmm.

yup.

another teacher was mr sng!!!

omg.

june and mi was like walking ard the classroom.

coz they were still having lesson.

we walked past mr sng's class.

we smiled at him.

den he was telling us.

'one is june and one is suet lin right?'

WAH!!!

our reaction was like...

-diao-

haha!!

HE STILL RMB US!!!

so touched and happy.

yup.

he was like my sec2 sci teacher lor.

how many yrs le sia.

he still rmb my name.

omg.

so nice of him.

wahaha.

hmm.

talked to mr francis.

for quite some time.

den oso saw ms lee.

mrs tan.

mrs koh.

mr ng.

and some others.

and oso of coz ms tay.

hmm.

like wat june had said.

she dun look the same as b4.

dunno y.

juz felt tat lor.

hmm.

no matter wat.

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!!!

=D

aft visiting bartley.

we went to eat at the coffee shop.

den went home.

i went to check where exactly my attachment location is.

roughly noe where is it ba.

den was tired le.

went to slp.

den was being forced to wake up at 2000 for dinner.

wth.

wana slp oso cannot.

-_-

had dinner.

watched tv.

slacked.

Friday, September 01, 2006

woke up ard 0700++.

coz i hafta go to my attachment company for a briefing.

hmm.

clever and plus lucky de mi.

im not late and i found the place.

haha.

the briefing started at 1030.

and i was told i MIGHT hafta go to BONAR VISTA(dunno how to spell it lah!) for my attachment.

WTH!!!

its damn far lor.

i would rather go changi than there.

hopefully no need to go there lah.

*pray

the briefing ended ard 1100++.

went home.

yup.

might be going out later.

waiting for call now and see how.

cutleries used at xin wang hong kong cafe.

tea with mink and soya bean.

pork chop with fries.

chicken baked rice.

pork chop baked speghatti.

fried dumpling.

har gow.

reddish cake.

our dessert.

OUR MEAL!!!

photo in the toilet. no lu. no iris. ):

my punk jies! =D

my newest hairstyle!! lol

neoprints.

NEOPRINTS!!!

ok.

enough of pics.

going off to my chalet le.

more pics aft im back.

buai.

=D

juz finish packing stuffs for my chalet.

went for dinner at xin wang hong kong cafe at cine wif my jies.

except iris and lu who did not turn up.

shopping wif june.

bought a heels.

so happy abt it.

haa.

saw joey at heeren.

jun called mi.

yup her dad is fine now.

still hospitalised.

getting great help from her for my chalet.

hope she can help mi.

=)

ok.

no details abt wat had happen the whole dae.

im damn tired now aft one whole dae outside.

and im going for my 3d2n chalet.

so dun miss mi k?

will update when im back.

=x

i wana go slp liao.

TIRED!!!

back from work.

ever since 2 weeks ago tat incident.

have not worked tat long hrs.

todae.

im back in the mood of working long hrs.

yup.

im crazy.

lol.

start work at 1200.

onli can go off at ard 2300++.

-_-

took a cab home wif ivy.

conducted 3 parties.

quite sux.

but overall.

still ok lah.

i mean.

reallie ok.

they are juz driving mi crazy.

tats all.

somehow i wish those dumb ppl dun ever exist.

reallie brainless dumb ppl.

bth.

seriously.

if u treat mi nicely.

i will treat u nicely too.

like the way i treated her and talked to her juz now.

if u juz wana find problem wif mi.

u better get lost from my sight b4 i do anything nasty to u.

ya.

sometimes.

not onli mi.

we oso dunno wat the hell wrong happen to her.

dunno wat she thinking lah!!

tml having dinner wif my jies.

at last``

haa.

aft whole dae so much of sms-es.

finally.

decided where to meet and stuffs.

phew!

hee.

=p

see ya!!

zhao is now pestering mi abt the bbq thingy.

1 more thing for mi to fan b4 i slp.

wth.

AI REN!!!

help mi!!!

juz had my breakfast.

later working at 1200 lor.

hmm.

wat else to sae?

for my 18++ years of my life.

i had nv been talking so much abt myself to a newly-made friend.

seriously.

i oso cannot believe i had told him so much.

TAT MUCH!!

haha.

i had always been..

'not-tell-my-friend'

and

'keep-it-to-myself'

attitude.

until i did my own blogging.

den till now.

or i had changed my mindset.

since it had already happened.

no point hiding?

well..

mayb ba..

tml onwards to thursdae.

some daes can let mi relax and enjoy.

hope nth goes wrong.

everything goes on smoothly.

dun disapoint mi can liao.

esp the chalet!!

hor ai ren?

to organise one is not tat easy.

but this time round throw eveything to the bbq wholesale.

order all from there.

so think not tat bad as previous one.

haha.

watever it is.

hope i can reallie enjoy lah!!

=D

back from work.

BDN.

sian.

went for a outdoor party.

so sian.

came back to their store.

damn sian.

overall.

todae is a sian dae.

hais.

can i sae this?

he put mi aeroplane twice liao.

tml working at 12pm.

can i get rid of boredom?

how can i get rid from boredom?

hais.

life is so boring.

sometimes..

yesh!

todae is the dae.

acutally i was looking forward to.

exams OVER!!!

yup.

den aft my maths paper juz now.

i went out ard 1800.

felt so sad.

first time ever aft exam im so sad lor.

think think think.

who can i call.

ended up i called junaina!!!

yeah jun!!

but she told mi she's working.

closing.

ask mi to go store.

arghh..

i dun wan.

den was talking on to wif wif while on my way home lor.

abt half an hr.

yup.

i felt better.

but still sad lah.

im thinking at least i got her to talk to.

=)

so ended up i went home.

-_-

hais.

hmm.

den guess wat!!!

jun called mi.

she told mi she dad got stroke and is hospitalised.

OMG!!!

i think she's crying.

i felt sad too.

hais.

jun..

take care.

dun worry.

ur dad will be fine.

=)

hais.

life is reallie unpredictable man.

tml work.

im attach to BDN.

bedok north.

oso dunno where is the exact location.

jia lat.

looking forward to mondae.

tuesdae to thursdae too!!!

yeah!!

i bet i will enjoy till i drop!!

=D

juz woke up.

so sian.

paper at 1630.

so late.

hafta wait so long.

den can announce freedom.

-_-

nth liao.

update soon!

ciaoZ!!

hmm.

not reallie in the mood to mug.

coz i dun understand y ppl can relax yet i cant?

i sort of thinking of not to go take the paper tml.

since its a optional elective.

but..

hais.

i will still go lah.

stop complaining lah!

and i oso dun understand y ppl juz get 'over-excited' aft exams.

ya.

im looking forward for tat dae too.

not to enjoy.

but juz feel tat finally got no more stress.

to enjoy?

seriously i reallie dunno who to turn to when i reallie wana enjoy and relax.

yet others can juz find their whoever.

and oso had already planned their programs.

but mi?

who can i find?

wat can i do?

i reallie got no idea.

stay at home and stone?

hais.

im worrying.

im reallie worried.

i miss you.

yup.

back from my rf paper.

think still can make it ba.

i guess.

but q1 buang.

most of it theories.

juz hate it!!

haa.

den one more qns i oso buang.

totally wrong.

hais.

hope they will juz gif working marks and 'pity' marks.

hmm.

well.

somehow relax le ba.

3 of my core modules over liao.

tml left wif my maths paper lor.

somemore its a evening paper.

sian.

update soon!

buai!!

juz found out sth tats real funnie.

one of them tot i play netball.

from my friendster pic.

LOL!!!

tats actually when i took my napfa.

think tat one somehow or rather dun understand the pic caption ba.

wahaha!!

=D

juz wana wish myself best of the best of luck for my tml's rf paper.

wish mi too ba.

i think i reallie need 'luck'.

i will do my best of coz.

=)

btw.

juz now de telecomm paper.

seriously.

i had already done my best.

ya.

i noe.

so dun think so much since i had done my best right.

yup i tried not to think.

but im still worry abt the results.

hais.

gtg to mug.

bye~

back from telecomm paper.

hais.

sad.

wat i had studied ALL did not came out.

stupid right?

idiot right?

felt so angry!!

morale low liao.

now.

seriously got no mood to study for rf.

luckily i had mug abit on rf on tue.

so i think still not tat bad.

but wait sekali like todae!!

den reallie can go and knock the wall and die liao!

=x

hais.

now.

onli can depend on luck liao.

all the hope is not to fail can le.

initially still hope to get B or wat.

can get a C good enough liao lor.

so wat my common test got a B?!

this exam paper will sure pull my grade down lor.

hais.

hmm.

luckily im not the onli one who felt this way.

ai ren oso.

jin long oso.

dan oso.

or are we the sway ones?

studied and nv came out?!

argh!!

slacking now.

as no more mood to study.

mayb later den study ba.

hais.

i hate exams!!!

juz wana wish myself good luck and all the best for my telecomm paper tml.

=)

well..

think this is the third post for todae.

imagine how damn BORED am i..!!

hmm.

teachers' dae coming..

anybody thinking of going back to visit teachers?

=)

hmm.

juz woke up.

oso dunno wat to do for the dae.

muz probably shld be mugging.

hais.

gonna haf a boring dae.

AGAIN!!

when i can remove the word 'boring' from my dictionary.

ok bye.

im happie!!

coz lisa is planning and organising a pri sch gathering!!

think going seoul garden.

im so excited now.

damn long nv go out together.

its reallie DAMN LONG lor.

aft abt 7 yrs leh.

but we still see each other on streets.

like lisa, candice and dolly.

den sometimes met shan yun and sook eng in sch.

but nv reallie sit down to haf a talk or sth lydat.

LALALA```

mapherson primay ROX!!!

lol.

=D

juz simply love having gathering.

=)

hey this my 3rd post for todae!

haa.

hmm.

wat to sae.

hmm.

had actually link up my past blog archive.

den i realise tat i had blogged for 1 year plus liao.

in the first place..

den..

till now..

all the past shld be all my childish thinkings and stuffs ba.

hmm so..

had i grown up?

had my thinking matured?

seriously i juz felt great when my friends juz concern abt my exams.

thama sms mi again juz now!

ask hows my paper and stuffs.

wah!

i was like..

shock!

let mi think.

i think i had not met him ever since her sis wedding dinner if im not wrong.

which is dee's wedding dinner lah.

haa.

thanx man!!

=D

den he oso sms mi ask mi hows my revision.

wah!

lalala``

my nose is running real fast now.

so damn xin ku.

argh!!

hey everybody!

study hard for ur exams!

jia you wor!!

all the best!

*wink

=D

2nd post for todae.

it was a freaking boring afternoon.

planned to slp coz had not been sleeping well for the past week.

but ended up online.

chatting wif them.

ya.

them.

haa.

i still cant believe we are friends.

already?

think so.

nice chatting wif them.

interesting grp of ppl.

=)

oh ya.

i was sort of kinda shock tat thama sms mi and wish mi good luck for my exams.

thankie!

=D

and him + him oso.

ya.

hafta go and mug soon liao.

had been like doing nth for the whole afternoon.

lol.

hmm.

kind of having headache now.

and oso my running nose.

omg.

i juz recovered from sore throat.

wah.

poor mi.

=(

back from my wireless.

was alright i guess.

but i think cant get tat good grade.

coz most are theories.

sian.

juz hope tat overall grade can get a B.

or a B+.

im reallie satisfied and happie liao.

hmm.

good lah.

at least 1 is down.

3 more to go.

jia you ba suet!

=D

ytd night was kind of funnie?

i dunno how to describe it.

was like sms-ing him.

den got his msn.

he got mine.

think he gave it his friend too.

i 'noe' him too lah.

ya.

den was like checking whether they got friendster or not.

ya.

i found it.

the both of them.

den there is a blog link.

i read it.

i was like..

laughing lor.

haa.

coz its funnie.

=p

omg.

i reallie sms him.

wakaka.

=p

*praying hard for my wireless paper tml*

good luck!

=D

hmm.

i had been emo for the past 1 week ba.

the feeling reallie sux lor.

hais.

wat to do.

sth happened den i emo lor.

think im better le ba.

emo-ed for a week.

n oso of coz think alot.

ya.

reallie lot.

hmm.

i think suet is coming back le.

=)

the past week.

emo-ed.

still hafta mug for exam.

so sucky.

ppl emo do nth.

mi mug.

wth.

haa.

thinking while ugging.

mugging while thinking lor.

-_-

i had learnt.

no point thinking back.

there is no chance for mi to go back to the past liao.

ya.

i understand this.

and.

y i always thinking of those bad times?

y not i try to think those sweet times?

hmm.

sweet or bad.

watever it is.

its already over.

over means over.

as i had said.

i will nv forget those daes.

it will always be in my memory.

perhaps forever.

=)

had fell a couple of times.

once i tried to get up and walk again.

i fell again.

wat can i do?

stay there forever?

if i ever do tat.

im the dumb-est person in the world.

get up and walk.

hais.

fell again?

get up and walk lah!

ya.

sae is easy.

i noe.

if u nv try how u noe its not tat as difficult as u think.

hmm.

recently one of my friends told mi

he: sometimes in r/s is oso tired

mi: mayb its how u manage it ba.

he: wah so experienced ah!

mi: ya! experience in failing alot lah!

he: how many bf u had?

mi: *

he: so u now still miss which one?

den i told him which one lor.

hais.

ya.

now i noe no use missing whoever in the past lah.

seriously is a waste of my time and energy.

y not i spend those time and energy to go and look for my MR RIGHT!!!

lol.

=D

my wishlist:

to be a happie suet

=)

suddenly this qns juz come to my mind.

'did u reallie love mi b4?'

coz i juz reaslise sth.

'bu zai hu tian chang di jiu, zhi zai hu cheng jing yong you'

from the bottom of my heart.

i wana wish the both of them all the best.

reached sch ard 1130.

alone.

no one was there.

ai ren did not went.

aft awhile philp, zhao and bak.

ya.

onli the 4 of us.

studied.

lunched.

studied.

dai dee-ed.

went off ard 1700.

thinking shld i gif up and leave or not.

coz the more i think.

the more im sad and hurt.

but.

its not easy for mi to gif up oso.

it had been 4yrs ever i started.

the relationship and feelings of coz is there.

if i reallie decided to leave.

i can describe as.

its reallie much more hurting den breaking up wif my bf.

and even knowing my ex is attach.

hais.

if stay.

sad and hurt.

if leave.

oso sad and hurt.

wat shld i do?

hais.

i dunno lah!!

felt much better when i woke up this morning ba.

reached sch ard 1230 to mug wif my ai ren and those guys.

luckily i got the mood to study aft one night of 'hurts'.

yup.

now i will juz concentrade on my exams.

but.

i cant stop myself looking at his blog.

hais.

hmm.

had cooled down abit.

juz now im hurt.

now im TOTALLY hurt.

i cried.

hugged myself and cried.

im always doing tat.

and i told myself.

'suet.. u are a strong ger.. so dun cry'

but i juz simply cant do tat..

Saturday, August 12, 2006

was woke up by a call at 0830 from jun.

asked mi to go work at 1130 coz yun rui mc.

ok lor.

managed to forced myself to wake up ard 0900.

bathed and went to store.

had my breakfast-cum-lunch.

den conducted 3 back-to-back parties.

aft tat still hafta on floor.

suppose to punch out at 2200.

but was damn freaking busy.

den when i looked at the clock.

its already 2300++ liao.

omg.

den took cab home wif ivy and ah lan.

Sunday, August 13, 2006

woke up at 0730.

bathed.

had breakfast.

den went to work at 1000.

on floor.

den conduct a party.

den on floor.

den conduct another party.

and its already 1900.

and its time for mi to punch out.

fuck.

siew wah dun let mi punch.

its like every weekend i come to work.

will work more den 12hrs lor.

den i sae i dun liao lah.

i was so damn freaking tired for these few weeks liao.

den bloody hell.

she shouted at mi and chased mi home.

CB!!!

ARGH!!!

jun was there.

i was like..

i went to punch my card.

grab my bag and walked out.

jun called mi.

i dun gif a damn.

i went to sit outside.

jun came out.

den i asked jun.

'my fault ar?!'

den i burst out into tears.

fuck lah.

she lydat shouted at mi infront at the counter.

she dun wan face i still wan face lor.

was damn sad.

freaking angry.

jun asked mi to call josias and tell him.

i dun wan to.

but jun keep asking mi to do it.

coz she sae its siew wah's fault.

not mine.

she got no right and she's wrong to shout at mi.

hais.

ok lor.

i called josias and told mi lor.

den now.

i felt hurt.

u had worked for 4yrs.

it seems like the first time i kena shout frm mgr.

hais.

i wan to.

but i dun bear to.

wanted to msg jun and tell her how sad and how hurt am i.

but.

ended up i did not.

dun wana disturb her ba.

she is oso tired and stress abt everything lah.

so.

i juz hugged myslf lor.

den

wanted to slp.

came slp.

kept on thinking abt tat few seconds tat she shouted at mi.

hais.

so got up and surf net.

while surfing.

i search.

i saw his new friendster.

and oso saw his new blog.

he is attach.

i cried.

wtf.

y am i so damn silly.

cry coz of him.

he dun worth my tear anymore.

but.

i still felt sad.

felt hurt.

dun feel right.

hais.

and the worst thing now is.

it seems like i got no mood for my exams liao.

got a feeling tat i wun concentrade for my exams.

hais.

its stupid for mi to end my life.

but i will try my best to be happie.

i tot next sat and sun(19th and 20th) i can off and study for my idotic exams.

but jun juz now told mi to help on sun for 2hrs.

ya.

2hrs.

its still consider working.

hais.

wat to do.

my ears are soft.

my heart is soft.

and oso sold my soul to mac liao.

hais.

god plz bless mi to pass my this final exam at nyp.

i dun wana retake or watever shit lah.

hais.

will anyone noe how i feel at this every present moment?

IM FUCKING HURT!!!

hmm.

juz back from marina bay.

eating steamboat and watching fireworks.

got mi.

june.

chong meng and his gf.

soefian.

ismail.

mastura.

faizal.

and jia wen.

although dunno few of them well.

but still ok lah.

had eating eating.

haa.

den at 2100 sharp.

the fireworks started!

june and mi chiong to the opposite field and watch.

yup.

i did record again.

but not the whole thing lah.

my phone memory not tat big.

-_-

think tats the last one i watched ba.

tml is the last one.

but i wun be going.

ya.

working lor.

we oso took some photos.

using soefian camera.

the photos quite nice.

hee.

den juz now while watching halfway.

jun called mi.

ya.

my goon du friend finally call mi.

ytd sae wana call mi but nv call.

so sad.

haa.

anyway.

she oso watching fireworks.

she was at marina centre.

den finish liao.

i call her back.

talk halfway dunno y kena cut off.

goon du ppl use goon du phone.

lol.

den we all went off ard 2230++.

tml working at 1500.

got parties.

forgot how many im conducting liao.

hope nth goes wrong.

=)

hmm.

let mi recall wat had i done the past few daes.

Tuesday, August 08, 2006

national dae eve.

its oso my LAST dae of sch.

ya.

its reallie last dae of sch lor.

last lect.

last tut.

no more liao!!

haa!

sch end ard 1500.

whil on my way home.

receive msg from shinyi asking to to go watch fireworks at esplanade.

yeah.

of coz i go lah.

first to relax myself.

second!

damn long nv see them liao.

yeah.

june oso went.

den met ard 1900.

den ended up shinyi went to watch wif her friends.

den left wif mi, june, sarita and fairuza.

ya.

its damn nice lor.

but.

its oso damn lot of ppl lor.

so scary.

saw the crowd?

omg.

haa.

den aft watching we went to eat subway.

den went home lor.

reach home ard 2300++.

hmm.

b4 i went to watch.

i totally forget im suppose to study for my comm skills paper.

haa.

reached home.

i think study awhile nia ba.

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

national dae!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!

=D

lol.

went to work at 0800.

reached store ard 0740 ba.

den alot of ppl liao.

all army guys.

is like from 0800 to ard 1100++.

we all like busy all the way lor.

cant rest for a single moment.

bth.

den aft lunch liao.

at least can rest awhile lah.

but den ard 1500++.

ppl start to come liao.

now is ppl in red.

ya.

those going to watch ndp de lor.

we all tot tat busy till 1800.

we can relac liao.

but.

dunno where the hell ppl come from.

we all straight busy till 2000.

wth man.

lol.

den 2000 liao.

firework start liao.

i throw wat im doing.

rush out to watch firworks.

yeah.

i did record it!!

haa.

nice?

yup.

i think it is.

den aft watching fireworks.

means ndp over liao.

hafta faster go home.

if not sure road jam till siao.

so i go off wif robin and his friend.

we decided to walk home.

coz the road there is all jam lor.

we walk from store to old airport road.

to guillimard road.

den to geylang east central.

far away from the jam liao.

den we took bus home.

haa.

if we take bus from store.

think can onli reach home damn late lor.

haa.

clever de us.

wah.

reached home.

was damn tired.

i work from 0800 to 2000.

den at night.

jun called mi.

we talk on phone for almost 1hr.

haa.

den she ask mi the next dae go store find her aft my paper.

yeah.

i sae ok lor.

hmm.

wanted to study for my comm skills de.

i studied.

den fell aslp.

den woke up.

study fell aslp again.

haa.

so ended up studied abit nia.

Thursday, August 10, 2006

reach sch ard 1000++ for my comm skills paper at 1100.

shit lor.

nv reallie shtudy for it.

lucky is comm skills.

sometimes use common sense can liao.

took the paper.

ok lah.

think can pass ba.

haa.

den fat paper.

went to store.

ya.

was crapping there.

den crap till ard 1800 lydat.

my mother called mi for dinner.

cant wait for jun liao.

so i went off lor.

had dinner.

went home.

watch tv and rot lor.

Friday, August 11, 2006

tats today.

nth for mi to do.

den i woke up at 1600.

lol.

pro?

slp for over 12hrs.

haa.

its a rare chance for mi.

so i hafta appreciate it.

lol.

yeah.

later going to meet june, chong meng, ismail and dunno some more others ba.

we all going to marina bay to eat.

den watch fireworks.

haa.

so happening ah my this yr de national dae.

like going everywhere to watch fireworks.

lol.

yeah!

going out later!

so happy!!

=D

hmm.

i felt some changes in her.

or im juz reallie over sensitive le ba.

but i realie felt tat.

hais.

i dunno lah.

i found tat sometimes her words dun telly.

ytd she said tat.

todae she sae this.

tml she sae TAT.

hais.

i dunno lah.

can someone juz come and tell mi tat im juz over sensitive.

im thinking too much.

den i think.

if she reallie going to be promoted.

i think things will reallie change.

mayb she doing this now to get her promotion.

ya.

i dun mind.

coz tats work.

i cant having her to side mi all the time right.

ppl will sure sae de.

so i dun reallie mind wat she had done.

but.

i juz dun feel good lor.

hais.

and another thing.

if she reallie got promoted.

she might be transfered out.

I DUN WANT!!!

i wana follow her.

i told her to bring mi long to her now store if she reallie transfered out.

hais.

dunno can or not lah.

hmm.

wat to do.

see how things goes lor.

im not god or anything.

i cant control everything.

hais.

ya.

think this is life ba.

hafta accept wat come to u.

todae went to sch at 1200.

coz no more morning lesson liao.

went for the 2 lect.

if i noe.

i dun go lor.

like wasting my time there?

den went home at 1700.

was damn tired.

took a nap.

this week is week 17 liao sia.

coming thurs im having my comm skills paper liao.

den week 18 study break.

den week 19 my exam.

mon, wed thurs and fri.

21, 23-25aug.

den week 20 break for one more week.

den week 21.

4sept start attachment.

hais.

happy?

sad?

watever!

who cares!

life still goes on!!

a couple of daes din update liao.

let mi update now.

hmm.

04Aug2006, Fri

had my lab test.

its freaking sux to the core lor.

i din complete part 1 and part 3.

almost all blank.

i almost went crazy liao.

feel like crying at tat moment of time liao.

i reallie hold back my freaking tears tightly.

die die din let it roll down.

luckily i completed my part2.

tat is 60% of the paper.

reallie hope can rely on tat part to pass my module.

still tot can get A for tat module.

but i dun think can liao.

reallie hop to get B at least.

but chances are damn slim ba.

but.

i reallie dun like to see any Cs on my results leh.

argh!

den aft lab test.

went to work.

coz promise jun liao.

acutally i 'treaten' her tat if i done well for my paper i will go.

if i think i done badly i dun go work.

but in the end i still went to work although i had done badly.

i told jun tat i had done badly for my test.

told her think i will fail.

den she scolded mi.

in a nice way.

ya.

for my own good.

she's a great work.

a fantastic mgr!

=D

went home wif jun aft work.

her father came to fetch her and oso send mi home lor.

05Aug2006, Sat

went to work at 1400.

did mds and drive thru for the whole dae lor.

no party.

purposely dun take any bookings de.

tot got ndp rehearsal.

but i think dun haf.

ended up got hugh church event at indoor stadium.

den customers like siao.

damn lot.

non stop de lor.

tat was towards the night part.

drive thru 4 ppl was doing.

syafiq.

ben.

robin.

yun rui.

omg.

first time i see 4ppl doing drive thru.

pro.

lucky i was doing mds.

not tat much orders.

den we all chiong until 2300++ den go home.

jun asked the 4 of us.

mi.

yun rui.

ben.

robin.

to take cab home.

but we cant take cab.

so took bus home.

den she sae we din value her words.

hais.

06Aug2006, Sun

went to work at 1000++.

im late awhile.

dun reallie gif a damn to im late or wat liao lah.

reach store.

they all fighting war.

den havi came.

so i help them take havi.

den did all those shitty stuffs lah.

i mean clear this clear tat lor.

we all fight war den will reallie mess up the whole counter front.

see liao oso pek cek.

sweep.

mop.

clear bins.

den did coffee and tea.

den finally breakfast over.

war is over.

went to prepare for my party ard 1100++.

conducted 2 parties.

aisyah conducted 1.

coz under training.

mi was alright ba.

dun yun rui sway lah todae.

was being blamed by a customer for stealing her hp.

yun rui was so damn pissed off.

we all help yun rui to help tat bitch to find her hp.

but cannot.

den too bad lah.

yun rui DIN steal her hp.

fuck off man tat bitch.

blamed yun rui.

den her party oso sux.

poor her.

wat a sway dae for her.

aft all the parties.

the rest went home.

siew wah asked mi to extend.

so i stayed to help her lor.

im stupid?

well.

i admit.

i am.

hais.

did drive thru.

den pc.

jun came.

2200++

she closing.

when she see mi.

she asked mi y am i still in store.

wat time i suppose to punch out.

y am i still working.

tml my sch wat time.

im not tired ah.

no need to rest ar.

den i ans her lor.

siew wah asked mi to extend.

suppose to punch out at 2100.

tml sch 1200.

hais.

her tone talking to mi was not right.

den i asked her.

'now u is talking to mi? saeing mi? or scolding mi?'

ya.

i noe she care for mi.

wan mi to rest more.

i had already worked for so many hrs.

but.

i juz felt tat im hurt by a friend.

im so sad liao.

angry?

i admit im abit angry wif her.

she walked away.

den i keep quiet lor.

wat can i sae.

den she came back to mi.

asked mi.

'u angry wif mi ar?'

i ans.

'huh.. no lah'

den she told mi.

'touch ur heart and sae u did not..'

i was like..

speechless lah.

den she told mi.

'i noe u did'

hais.

sorry jun.

but aft awhile we ok le lah.

she is still my great friend.

my fantastic mgr!

=D

btw.

madianto throw away my chocolate which my customer gave it to mi.

i put in the freezer coz it was melting liao.

so sad.

i onli realise it when i wanted to share wif jun.

i noe is him coz he was arranging freezer.

so sad.

hmm.

nvm lah.

how i wish i can be be more protective and defensive for myself.

im like always the one being bullied.

im always so soft.

like wat yun rui sae.

im kum gong.

hais.

how i wish sometimes my friends wun noe wat am i thinking.

esp they noe im sad when i did not tell them.

like jun noe im angry wif her.

the feeling is not tat great when my friends noe tat im sad.

the feeling is like..

argh!

but..

my thinking are so mao dun.

i oso dunno wat actually i wanted.

hais.

jun and mi are reallie close recently.

our friendship cum colleuge relationship bulit up ever since she transfer from ubkr to kallang.

slowly slowly.

ya.

till now.

she can even read my mind.

sometimes i think i can read hers too ba.

i forgotten when she transfered to kallang.

had it been half a yr liao?

forgot.

we are already tat close liao.

for a damn long period of time.

i dun haf tat kind of close friend in store.

or.

had i had one b4?

once again.

she is a great friend.

and a fantastic mgr!

reallie glad to noe her.

=D

jun was telling tat she was thinking to suggest.

we every star get the chance to take off on one weenends(sat & sun) per mth.

sounds like a good idea.

i told jun is good idea.

but.

if i got off on sat and sun.

where can i go?

everybody seems like having their own activities on weekends liao.

onli once in a blue moon got ppl ask mi out during weekends.

but i always reject them.

mayb everytime i reject going out on weekends.

so they dun bother to ask mi liao ba.

i was always working during weekends mah.

if jun reallie implement tat idea.

i think i will juz rot at home?

dunno lah.

will talk abt tat if it reallie happen.

hey.

im reallie miss all of u ok!

but..

hais..

sad lah..

no time.

busy.

work.

study.

project.

exam.

this lah.

tat lah.

hais!

=(

WHEN?!?!

hope u noe who u are.

no matter wat.

u all are still the best!

i reallie miss u.

but.

sometimes..

i reallie worry.

i reallie hope tat it wun ever happen.

and i noe it wun happen.

all my worries are extras.

hope i can juz stop thinking negatively.

im sure i can top it.

=)

ytd aft sch went to michelle's hse to make brownies.

back home ard 2100++.

so tired.

our brownies is not tat successfully.

but its nice.

hee.

=p

todae sch at 1010.

did wireless revision.

den lunch.

discuss abt our chalet.

den realise tat it crushed wif our attachment briefing.

briefing on 30th 10am.

so still cant decide when to book.

see how lor.

den is mobile app de lecture quiz.

we copied like nobody's business lor.

aft tat went home lor.

den went to work at 1700.

my store got milkshake liao.

lol.

nicey.

esp the strawberry one.

but drink more i think one dae i will sian of it too.

haa.

den work till 2300.

was so damn fed up plus angry!!

argh!!!

when im busy nv come and help mi.

den when got problem liao come and sae mi this lah tat lah.

i dunno shld i sae u blame mi or wat.

i juz dunno wat word to describe it.

watever it is.

im juz angry.

i called june.

lucky she ans my call.

she is there to listen to mi.

thanx man sayang!

aft i said all out.

im felt better.

=)

BECAUSE OF JUNAINA HAIDAR.

im going to work tml.

1900 to 2300.

sayang!

u muz be gratefull to haf mi as ur star ok!

always there to help u.

lalala.

thanx to her too.

she adjusted my schedule.

which she is not suppose to.

muackx!

haa.

if she ever got the chance to read this.

i think she will faint man.

=D

back from aloha changi chalet.

juz now reached home aft sch ard 1400++ hor.

den surf net awhile.

went to had a short nap b4 im going for the chalet.

im damn tired lor.

woke up ard 1715.

dun wan to.

but forced myself to wake up.

coz azmi coming to fetch mi ard 1745.

so woke up.

washed up.

went to buy potato chips for june.

den azmi call mi liao lor.

ya.

den went to pick up satays and puffs from june's auntie stalls.

den went to iskandar's place to pick up fried bee hoon.

den finally we can go to the chalet liao.

june was waiting for mi.

she was bored to death.

haa.

den ate sth.

bbq-ed.

did not eat much oso lah.

fattening!!

lol.

did not stayed overnight.

mother nagged at mi when i told her im staying out.

argh!

fed up.

dun stay lor.

apologised to june lor.

she asked mi to stay but i cant.

den ard 2300++ azmi send mi home lor.

den reach home at 0000.

all the while i tot tat it was juz a joke.

juz making fun of him and mi.

and made him so shy.

im ok lah.

i as per normal talk to him.

but he is juz shy.

i dunno y.

since den i wanted an answer.

but i did not got any.

and he was being blacklisted by audrey.

and he was out of kallang.

no matter wat and how.

audrey dun wan him back.

so he is gone.

so i juz let this matter gone lor.

but.

juz now he came to the chalet.

den.

june told mi tat its true.

reallie.

even azmi told mi tat.

its true.

serious.

they nv bluff mi.

i was like..

he is still as shy as b4 lah.

beri funni lor.

he even went to tell azmi he wanted to send mi home.

but..

he shy?

haa.

i dunno lah.

den he left b4 mi.

he was saeing bye to june.

den june was telling mi tat he call mi.

ok lor.

i turned.

den waved and sae bye to mi.

so i waved back and sae bye lor.

yup.

if i wana count the number of times we reallie had a conversation.

i dun rmb any lor.

other den talking abt work stuffs lah.

tat is a muz.

even if i talked to him abt work stuffs.

he juz nod his head and nv opened his mouth.

ya.

i think he is the shy-est guy i had ever seen ba.

i think im shy liao.

but he is more shy den mi.

omg.

but aft all these 'happenings'.

i wan an answer.

at least tell mi wat happen or wat lah.

now is like letting this matter hanging in the middle of no where.

i hate this kind of feeling.

im the kind of person tat if had let sth start.

muz end it.

be it good or bad.

happy or sad lah.

if not i will think and think and think.

made mi to fan.

i wan an answer or ending lah.

but now is like no ending!

hais.

i dunno lah.

hais.

y everytime i met problems.

all problems come at one shot.

wat if i reallie break down one dae?

this time round how long will i think?

lesson at 0800.

was so damn sleepy throughout the leeson.

=x

michelle reallie went to ask ms lim izzit true tat mr lai ih her husband.

indeed is true.

omg.

i still cant accept the fact.

so sad.

i kena attachment first.

ai ren fyp.

those guys oso attachment first.

michelle, sum shen and jo oso attachement.

ya.

sounds like alot ppl attachment first ah.so wat?

wait sll different company oso sian.

im separated from ai ren liao.

AI REN AH!!

hais.

i still wan to do fyp first..

can i change?

=(

late going to changi chalet.

my store riders de.

june ask mi to go.

ask mi to stay overnight later oso.

dunno lah.

see first lor.

totally mood-less aft knowing im doing attachment first..

◎Your life is represented by the pine tree in the winter, with a strong look on the outside, but only you know the hardships and difficulties you face. You have an independent spirit and you like courteous, polite people. ◎


Your characteristics, subconscious, and behavior modes, according to your fate and destiny, are represented by the pine tree.


The pine tree in the forest stands out from the crowd, grows independently and creates shade and shelter for others. Therefore, you also have an independent spirit to learn and grow continuously. You do not like to form small social circles among the people around you, but have a great sense of responsibility to take care of others. You are true to yourself and express your thoughts and ideas freely, and you are sympathetic, kind and somewhat sentimental. You respect and admire those who are heroic and powerful.


Your entire life is like a pine tree that experiences many challenges each winter, but you will grow and lift yourself to a higher level once you pass the tests. Just as pine is the best material for beams and pillars, you have the potential to be shaped into a strong, successful person. As long as you face the challenges, learn from others, and do not complain or blame others, you will definitely be one of the best leaders of the future.


◎Health Analysis: The function of your nephridium water system is weaker.◎


According to your destiny analysis, the function of your nephridium water system is weaker. Your physical strength is not as good as others, and you always feel tired and have cold hands and feet in the winter. You have had no major problems when you were young, but over age 40, additional care of your nephridium water system is needed, or it may easily lead to blood pressure, anemia, heart problems and unsmooth periods, or even insomnia, accidie, cranial nerve anemic, hearing problems, kidney problems, urocystitis, urethrits, gynecologic problem, heart and blood vessel problems. Therefore, you should avoid fatigue, maintain a stable and regular lifestyle and schedule, and sleep and wake early in order to protect a congenitally weaker nephridium water system system. Also avoid iced and cold drinks and reduce the frequency of sexual activities in order to maintain good vitality.


There's a saying that all disease starts from the mouth, which means many human diseases are related to food. According to Traditional Chinese Medicine, food can be divided into gold, wood, water, fire and earth (concept of the five elements). You seem to prefer the salty flavors, especially in seasonings, which means your cells are filled with too much water element. This negatively affects your health, fortune and career, so we suggest you try different foods to balance your diet and nutrition, which leads to harmony in life and a balance of yin and yang based on the five elements. In addition, if you have recently felt unlucky or things were not going smoothly, then you are probably affected by bad spirit, which caused bad luck. The best solution is not to eat meat and fish for a period of time until the bad spirit goes away. The bad spirit tends to stay with those who eat meat and fish, and also chicken, duck, green onion, garlic, leek and other spices, so a vegetarian diet can help change your luck.


◎Health Analysis: The function of your stomach and intestines is weaker as well.◎


The function of your stomach and intestines is weaker as well, which caused minor problems like bad breath, upset or bloated stomach, and diarrhea when you were young. But over age 40, additional care of your stomach and intestines is needed, or it may lead to major digestive system problems such as esophagus infection, stomach or intestinal infection, gastric ulcer, hemorrhoids, intestines polyp, diabetes. Therefore, you should avoid fatigue and stress, maintain a stable lifestyle and schedule, sleep and wake early, eat regular meals at regular hours, don't drink alcohol, and consume less acidic food and drink in order to protect a congenitally weak digestive system.


According to your destiny analysis, you tend to the type of person who gets nervous easily, and your life lacks consistency, which leads to inconsistent meals, or even skipping meals when you are busy. These eating habits will weaken your digestive system. In addition, you worry too much about your responsibilities, which can cause stomach aches.


If you want to change your fate and destiny, eat properly with a consistent amount of food each meal. Learn to relax your mind and body even while eating and you can change your destiny. If you are able to develop the good habit of sleeping and waking up early, it will completely change your fate and destiny with better health, more wealth and happiness coming into your life.


◎The way you get along with your boyfriend or husband is not considered a deep companionship. He is not as strong-minded as you, but you help him in many ways in the beginning, so he is very happy that you can share his troubles.◎


In romance, according to our analysis, you have a high standard of inner and outer beauty, so you are not easily attracted to anyone around you. You despair about not finding your true love, and do not cherish an ordinary romance. Generally speaking, men do not usually have a deep first impression of you, so they need time to discover your advantages and inner beauty. Even if you are attracted to someone at first sight, you might not succeed if the person does not like you at first sight or take the time to get to know you. Therefore, if you are still waiting for a good romance, try to show your inner beauty by doing more activities, establishing better habits, and socializing with more people. This way you can express your inner beauty naturally all the time, which makes your romance go more smoothly.


In the journey of life, you are a bit picky in love, so it's rare for mutual attraction to start the spark of love. However, romance may easily happen during a job or career change, a move to a new environment, or when attending some new activities. When you leave a familiar environment, you are more open to a new romance. You emphasize more on the mental and spiritual strength, so you may marry later in life. If you are still seeking your love partner, among those around you, the person who gets along with you the most and matches your personality, or someone who has always been by your side, might possibly be the one. As long as you sincerely give a hint, happiness is right beside you.


◎Career Analysis: Most of your jobs, in any industry, require your wisdom and intelligence, and may involve academic research or government work.◎


Most of your jobs, in any industry, require your wisdom and intelligence, and may involve academic research or government work. For example, being a teacher, professor, researcher, inventor, literary writer, artist, religious leader, philosopher, doctor, nurse, child caregiver, etc. requires wisdom, intelligence and focus, as well as, spiritual growth. As long as you improve and grow spiritually, maintain a pure and innocent heart, then your value in a company will be irreplaceable. If you choose these types of jobs, your will work go more smoothly (jobs that are labor intensive are not suitable). You tend, however, to think from only your own point of view, and may lack of the broad perspective to be in management or an executive position. Further strengthen your experience, and if you want to reach the next professional level, then you should be more understanding and considerate of other employees and communicate more, in order to improve your leadership ability.


◎Wealth Analysis: You know how to make money, but not easy for you to save. Your have many habits and interests, so you are not stingy with any related costs.◎


According to your destiny analysis, you know how to make money, but not easy for you to save. Your have many habits and interests, so you are not stingy with any related costs. You care about the quality of living, and will spend money to improve your life or spiritual needs. You seldom refuse others and have many occasions to spend. You even spend when you are financially tight, and are very generous when financially comfortable. Therefore, it's not easy for you to have savings. You will use most of your wealth doing what you want to do in life because you think only money spent is wealth actually owned by you. Afterwards, you will not bequest much to your descendants.

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